Thoughts of a Quiet Integrity

Who Am I

I’m a rare breed, half Polish and German, half Irish with a splash of Spanish.I have an amazing boyfriend, he keeps me sane and gives my life a purpose. I am sometimes too nice for my own good. I find beauty in most things. I have never smoked or drank before, but if you do its fine with me just respect my morals. I enjoy simple things, it doesn’t take much to make me smile. I will never judge you, all i ask is for the same in return. I prefer things which are visually appealing. I am very sensitive. I am incredibly close to my brother. I believe in etiquette and manners. I am very forgiving. I will always try my best to help and understand any situation. I hate drama so please keep it away from me. I will most likely put you before myself. I am proud of who I’ve grown to become. I am a strong believer of love, karma and fate. Everything in life happens for a reason. I would rather be disliked for voicing my opinion than appreciated for shutting my mouth. I will not change for anyone. I am definitely learning a lot at the moment. I am finally realizing that people come and go, and those who stay are the ones who truly cared for you right from the beginning.

A delayed absence

It has been months since I have been on here. Then again I did not make an actual post to begin with. I suppose its my lack of knowledge of the functionality of blogs or mydown right laziness that comes with creating a new social network. Whichever the reason, here I am typing away diligently. These past few months have been a rollercoaster of events. I have just completed my first semester of college with much success. I spent the holidays with my family. And I have fallen in love for the first time in my life. I never imagined saying that… this love has taken me to a place of complete and utter happiness. It only seemed a fantasy of mine that I would be writing about how wonderful my life is. The reasoning behind my bliss is a boy named Spencer. This is not the same as the crushes I’ve had time and time again. Or the relationships that always reached their end before they actually began. This relationship that I am in, is deep and meaningful. Perhaps it is because I have matured tremendously or maybe its what I have wanted all along. The point is I was not even searching but here he came into my life so unexpectedly.

Overall, any obstacles that I may encounter are minimal when I have something that people only dream of having.